just receive my exam results today fr SIM. so duh. i waited like so long. everyone got their results online already on 24-12-2004. but i din coz uk side messed up my pwd.

let me explain hw they messed up before announcing my results ok. haha...

i had forgotten e pwd n sent them a e-mail to reset it like during may. den they din reply. but i went to try n try n alas, managed to figure out my forgotten pwd. who noes, they went to reset it in sept n sent e pwd to me. e best ting was e reseted pwd dun work. upset. i've since sent dem numerous e-mails on my own n thru SIM. tink i reallie got on e co-ordinator nerves. hee...

well here goes, for e last semester, i took a new module "investment management" and resit another module i flunk 3 semesters ago "the monetary financial system". i passed the latter with "credit pass" but din make it for e formal.

feeling sad n happy la. coz luckily i passed my resit. i can only resit 3 times. i dun wanna risk taking e 3rd time. if still fail, there goes my degree.

e formal is quite expected. coz everyting e uk lecturer tat said din came out n everyting tat he din came out. so we were all taken aback wif e paper. hence, i already prepared myself to expect e worse.

heard a close fren tat took e same papers din make it for both. so i'm feeling lucky though i failed 1.

countdown : out of 5 modules taken - passed 2 n failed 3, currently - taking 1 new module n resiting for 1 out of e 3 failed, 2 new modules to go. just for info, total to clear is 8 modules. confusing rite. dun bother trying to understand.

when will i get my degree? whenever ppl ask me tat, i feel so stressed coz i reallie dun noe. muz c hw i structure my studies. n wif dis course extremely strict, i dun wanna push it.

it wld b good if i passed both papers for my last semester but at least i made it for 1. cant imagine if i'm in my fren's shoes. wonder if i wld drop out.

but nw wif we r on par. coz she oso passed another paper 4 semesters ago but i din.

still tinking if i shld go ahead wif e resit though. i feel comfortable when studying for 1 exam. can focus. but wif 2, i tink e stress already takes up a lot of my mental tat cant seem to memorise my notes.

must oso start studying liao. e exams are like in apr. 3 mre months. n i haven been paying attn at all in class. tok, sms, daydream. i'm dead.